Archive for April, 2011


silent in the nite

April 15, 2011

Judulnya merenung di malam ini..

Diiringi lagu-lagu yang diputar di sebuah radio streaming di kota ku yg kecil ini.

Menjelang malam tadi, ak menyempatkan baca note seorang teman di jejaring sosial, note yang mengutarakan keihklasannya dan ketabahannya, hmm.. maaf ak tidak bisa bercerita banyak kali ini..

Setelah ku membaca note itu, ak banyak berpikir dan menelaah.. kapan yah ak bisa seperti dia.. mencoba mengikhlaskan.. mencoba berserah diri.. hanya kepada-Nya.

Ak sungguh malu. Ternyata ak bukan apa-apa dibandingnya. Speachless.. semoga keikhlasannya dibalas dengan sesuatu yang indah.. amin..


Azure Ray – November

April 11, 2011

Let’s sing a song again dear..

i like this song, coz i was born in this song tittle

enjoy it 😉



Azure Ray – November


So I’m waiting for this test to end
So these lighter days can soon begin
I’ll be alone but maybe more carefree
Like a kite that floats so effortlessly
I was afraid to be alone
Now I’m scared thats how I’d like to be
All these faces none the same
How can there be so many personalities
So many lifeless empty hands
So many hearts in great demand
And now my sorrow seems so far away
Until I’m taken by these bolts of pain
But I turn them off and tuck them away
’till these rainy days that make them stay
And then I’ll cry so hard to these sad songs
And the words still ring, once here now gone
And they echo through my head everyday
And I dont think they’ll ever go away
Just like thinking of your childhood home
But we cant go back we’re on our own
But i’m about to give this one more shot
And find it in myself
I’ll find it in myself
So were speeding towards that time of year
To the day that marks that you’re not here
And i think I’ll want to be alone
So please understand if I dont answer the phone
I’ll just sit and stare at my deep blue walls
Until I can see nothing at all
Only particles some fast some slow
All my eyes can see is all I know
But I’m about to give this one more shot
And find it in myself
I’ll find it in myself